Every fucking morning I put on a happy face

And hope that no one can see the sad face hiding

The tears come when I'm all alone

I'm very happy for how my life looks like

But still it feels like somethings missing

I don't know what, but I'm trying to find out

I wish that it just could disappear

It just sucks! It's hard to imagine how I feel inside

I don't want this feeling inside of me

I want that happy face to be real

Even if we don't have so much contact

You still mean so much to me

I will never forget you and you will always stay somewhere in my heart

I tried to forget you, but I failed

It's hard to let you go

But I'm trying my best to succeed

...

I feel the tears falling down on my chest

I don't really know why I'm crying

It's just so hard sometimes

I want you to know, but I can't tell

I hoped so much that it was you

And when the answer came

And she said that it was negative

I cried my eyes out

You know me better than others on this point

I miss talking to you

I miss spending time with you

I just really miss YOU!